I felt the need to create a collage of pictures which could begin to visually demonstrate to you, the reader what moments of time were like for me in prison.
Of course, please try to understand that reading and viewing something like this on a computer screen is educational and important. but you can leave the computer at any time. You can go get a snack, call a friend, watch your favorite show, pet your dog.
Inside there is no escaping the nightmare and the hell that is your miserable existance every day of your life.
Every day takes a little bit more of your humanity away from you. Makes you more bitter, angry, animalistic. You see more violence, more oppression. You hate people more and more.
You feel isolated and forgotten more and more. It never gets better, it always gets worse. There is no bottom to how bad things can get.
Whatever horror you can imagine, exists, and you will likely see it inside depending on where you’re at.
every time a fight happens in prison these guys come and put everyone on the count or lock them down and begin spraying and beating the shit out of people
nys co’s are generally absolutely brutal
spent many days and nights walking the yard looking at this or lifting weights
prison work
in the fields working
cape vincent
walking the yard
many cells have looked just like that
on the wall
on the chow
passed many days like this
where I lived for two and a half years
sitting on the goddam rack
standing on the count
the SHU
FDC PHL
Another day in lockdown
quickchill nys chow food
mcc cell
regular day with more bloodshed
transport is hell
more brutality
prison tattoo gun
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